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Yesterday is gone, forever beyond our control. We may have done certain things impulsively and then realized too late that we have hurt the feelings of other people. For example, when we are having a bad day, we tend to get irritated easily. We snap at others or simply close ourselves in some sort of shell, refusing to go out. We behave in such a way that our friends don’t know what to do.
The other day, a friend of mine was really quiet, quite unlike his usual self. I was worried and asked him what was the matter. He replied “ayo, pas casse tete.” I got annoyed. After some time, I realized that I was being silly and unfair. Everyone has his/her bad days. Some people like to have some time to themselves to ponder things over.

No one can bring back yesterday. We cannot undo what we’ve done or erase what we’ve said. Lamenting about the past will not change anything. If we have been crabby, a sincere apology will do but sometimes, saying sorry is not enough….

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Went to bed at 3am and woke up at 7am . All I remember was hearing ‘piuuuuuuuu piuuuuuuuuuu’ . My sis had stayed over at my place and was watching TV.. She was watching Hamtaro.. (a cute little hamster btw). That explains the ‘piuuuuuuuuuuuu piuuu’ sound.
I thought I was dreaming. :faint:

It’s been ages since I’ve last watched TV. I’m not much of a TV person..
After a long, tedious day, I always turn to my PC. I find some comfort in writing down my thoughts. Still, I’m not ready to let people read everything I write, not yet anyway.

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I just got back home from my dance class. I reached the dance studio 15 minutes late today because I had forgotten my dance clothes and had to go back. I had other things on my mind…
Now I feel better and have managed to push the not-so-happy things at the back of my mind. I love the feeling of accomplishment that I get after a dance class. :flowers:

I should really stop quoting things but this one is sweet.

quote from the movie ‘Chasing Amy’

‘I love you. And not in a friendly way, although I think we’re great friends. And not in a misplaced attraction puppy dog way although I’m sure that’s what you call it. I love you, very simply, very truly. You’re the epitome of everything I’ve ever looked for in another human being and I know you think of me as just a friend and crossing that line is the furthest thing from an option you’d ever consider. But I had to say it, I just can’t take this anymore, I can’t stand next to you without wanting to hold you, I can’t look into your eyes without feeling that longing you only read about in trashy romance novels, I can’t talk to you without wanting to express my love for everything you are. And I know this will probably like queer our friendship, but I had to say it cause I’ve never felt this way before and I don’t care, I like who I am because of it. And if bringing this out tonight means that we can’t hang out anymore then that hurts me but God I couldn’t allow another day without getting it out there regardless of the outcome, which by the look on your face, is to be the inevitable shoot down and you know I’ll accept that but I know, I know that some part of you is hesitating for a moment and if there is a moment of hesitation then that means you feel something too and all I ask is that you please not dismiss that and try to dwell on it for just 10 seconds. There isn’t another soul on this whole planet who has made me half of the person I am when I’m with you. And I’d risk this friendship for a chance to take it to the next plateau because it’s there between you and me you can’t deny that. Even if we never talk again after tonight please know that I am forever changed because of who you are and what you’ve meant to me.’

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After hours of tackling Mathematics (I hate maths), I’m taking a short break . My good friend Kev has been helping me. He’s an angel! I haven’t been to school very often. Too many things happening at home, too many things bothering me. At least, now I won’t flunk Maths. Trying to learn one year’s syllabus in a month is impossible but I promised Kev that I’ll do my best.

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